Life....
my dream came true,
am now in the place that everyone wanted to be,
not all but most,
it was my dream since i first step to college of nursing cause,
i know only this place can change my fate,
not just mine but most important my family,
after 8 years,
i am HERE,
At first i really can't wait to come here,
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7 month now,
just came back from vacation,
the feeling that i had now came back to haunt me again,
i hate when this happen,
i thought that i'm a very strong person,
as this is what i wanted to be,
and that i longed to be here for so long,
i thought i can handle it,
too bad,
i'm still belong to the category of human being,
where you have to experience the sadness, loneliness, homesick, and so on...
not just that,
i have to suffer the total diffrent working environment,
people, languages, routine, ..........
What i want to tell here is, my journey to this place at first place is so wonderful,
after i came here,
i feel like i regretted it but at the same time it does really change the financial crisis in my family,
why should i suffer to travel so far,
just like some says,
you cant have both at same time,
will have to sacrifice either one,
so i sacrifice my family and put my career first,
i cried a lot when i get back here,
cause once again i am far from my family,
miss them!
and sometime i wish i will not go back for vacation cause it hurts me a lot!
