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Since his chinese animal zodiac is snake,
whic makes him more diifficut to trust,
his tongue really like snake,
say and do thing the other way round.

How am i suppose to live with this kind of guy,
arrgghhhh....
help me Lord....
why am i still hang on to the old memory.....

emotional tortured

As what cas said to me the other day,
which turn out to be true,
today when i surf his Facebook,
he erase our relationship status.
How suprise !
More suprise,
when i open his inbox,
he was trying to flirt with other gerl
by telling that gerl he saw that gerl before,
and ask that gerl to go out......

A quiet guy n yet mysterious really suprise me...
He really shows his true color.....

Lord, save me from him.....

mixture of sad +happy

I do happy,
when i get to know the offer
but it seems kak vila seems to be more happier than me,
because,
she can go with me,
2nd,
the offer is so great,
but then,
i told my family about it,
but this funny feeling,
that i had in me,
doesn't make me feel good somehow,
i was crying quietly in my bedroom,
somehow,
that feeling follow me to my work place....
my tears nearly burst out while i was on duty,
but i try to pretend as if nothing happen,
but then,
some of them notice the emo that i had that night,
as the night goes by,
that funny feel subside,
Supposingly,
i feel happy,
but,
so many thing i need to settle before i leave,
can i manage to settle it?
i hope can deal with it....
just can't believe what i dreamed since i was student nurse
became true.........
The long wait is worth it....
sAd,
because i need to sacrifice certain stuff.
happy,
cause what i want can be achieve once i work over there.......

can't believe it....

Owh GOd!
can't believe me and kak vila
been choosen to the most high paid hospital,,
the best part,
me and vila together,
wow!
so yesterday,
we guys have made the biggest decision in our life
to change the pace in our life....
to make the big leaps ever!
the 1st move is,
sign the offer letter,
follow by lots of thing that need to be done in certain period...

Take me out form the dark

my car got problem again yesterday
after work , wanna start the engine,
cannot ...
adui..
lucky,
cas and siva!
is there to hhelp me...
what a day!
myc ar baru ja repair not even 1 month pun
i guess i need to sell it off
ASAP!
as what cas and siva said...
Today,
went to service centre again with siva,
and siva told me rupanya they change recon punya knock sensor...
what the heck!
then, just only they change to original one,
yerrr...
main buyuk tul ohhh......
bikin panas! bayar seribu lebih
ni yang they they did to me!
Shoot!
Thank God lah ada guys yang can help me..
Then drove the car back with full blast of aircond
it turn out my car no problem pun...
yeay!!
hope fully can tahan lah a few more month!

can't wait!

so excited and yet scarry..
me and kak vila going for the presentation in 1 of the famous agency,
to hear our contract like,
main concern,
Hopefully they can wait us till september...
finger cross.....

MC today

Today suppose to be working afternoon duty,
then suddenly,
my left leg paining and feel weak cannot stand properly...
apa lagi,
nearly 12.30pm already kena pergi cepat,
somemore my panel Doctor is going off soon,
Give clinic a call,
ask leslie whether can go now ,
she said can...
Then, took a very quick shower and head to Clinic,
My dear doctor as always very calm,and cool,
as soon as i kena panggil inside his room,
he ask me what's the problem,is it you jog too much or went for marathon
(nak gelak pun ada)
so i tell him all the sign symptom i've been having, just now,,
Then,
he ask me lie down,
and check my leg,
well,
he said i have nerve irritation at my L5,
He asked, Do i stress so much,
well actually ya,,,
i've been buzy yesterday,
and my leg really pain and feel weak,
so scared some time,
it might be something else that initiate the pain...
well, i don't know...
so he asked me to have a good rest today...
and prescribe me 2 type of medication,
1 is for the inflammation and the other 1 is for nerve...
and gave a MC for today...
I don't know lah ...
what happen to me....
Hopefully this will go off...
As for my Doctor and leslie,
Thank you so much for helping me and for being so nice to me..
you guys are GREAT!
THanks again to Dr JK LEE for his expertise, and leslie for her friendly character,
and helpful hand......and a very sweet smile of yours!
All my life,
i never see such a passion and humble doctor and who is so dedicated to his work and staff.....
never ever come across me he scolding other people,
He will never shout but when he is angry his face will shows but will never yell at people...
So much thanks to you all,
i will continue to spread your work and expertise,
MAy God repay what you have done for people...
Thank you Doctor JK Lee and Leslie!!